Cracked Reclusion

re⋅clu⋅sion
 [ri-kloo-zhuhn]

–noun
1.     the condition or life of a recluse.
2.     an act of shutting or the state of being shut up in seclusion.


Even the strong break...
Even those who seem happy all the time,
Eventually are brought down by their inner demons.
It is my time now.

The cracks are showing.
In my fragile psyche...
The cracks are growing,
Soon they will shatter.

I hate being seen,
All my flaws are exposed.
My heart is breaking,
Why can't I be in repose?

Reclusion seems to be,
My only answer.
My only sedative.
My only cure.